Goodbye 2006

It's been a hell of a rollercoaster ride for me these years. Lots of gain and losses. Especially when it comes to deaths, lost my uncle and a really nice friend of mine almost less than a week apart. This reminds me of a certain person who quoted from jay chou's new song <<退后>> "“我已变了，可是太迟了"“ as being romantic...

Since when does being too late to change is romantic. Pardon me. But even thou the saying goes "better late than never" what if things are never meant to be? What if its really too late to make amendments? I often spend too much time looking back at things that were beyond my control/ salvage. I often asked myself what if I get another go at things once more?

With Ben's death, I realised something, (was like a wake up call) even thou I always tell myself, I only get once chance in life,but I do still ponder about alot of things that has happened. I even spent the whole week trying to come to terms that I've lose a friend forever. This week has not been a fantastic one but yet made me realised that what's done cannot be undone, so move on and learn from lessons (in life) and also treasure people and things around me.

Let's hope that I'll have a more fufilling 2007!

P.s. Gotto thank fufu and joe for inviting me over for potluck today! I had fun... besides the suaning that is! "-_-

My Green Love One commented that these dolls reminded her of me cuz we all got big eyes and wear alot of dresses ^_^