Balance? what balance? How to balance?

I get alot of people asking me if I am seeing someone now and why is it that I am not seeing anyone?

I realised when I was studying, I hardly go out, its usually home > uni, uni >home.

When I started working its usually the same minus uni.... plus well... school(s)

Craziest days I go like 4 schools? Hardly got time to even eat a proper lunch, less to say meet a guy? I try to get home before 8 but sad to say that I have other committments or engagements that hold me out until like 10 at night, after say a quick shower I'd set up my machine on bed and start punching the keyboard mostly emails or talking to colleagues on msn about work.

I used to chiet momma jo about brining her machine to her trips. I did the same pretty much 2 weeks back on my impluse trip to KL, did some work there. I knew that I needed the trip to recharge, but I did work.. So I cannot say that I am well rested and I blame myself for screwups that happened recently. I jsut feel so burn out I want another trip where I can truly relax. =(

SO HOW? How can we ever balance? Bringing machines on leisure trips to do work? Neh I hope I will not get so unhealthy.. Prolly I need to go for classes to learn to be happy... Prolly I can gain some weight after that? *Silly Grinz*

Oh wells... Enough of bitching... Time to crash zzzzzz....